nostalgic..

was organising the files in my com.
looking through the pictures made me miss the past a lot a lot.
the past.. how long ago you'll ask.
perhaps my j2 period.
hmm.. no maybe even earlier. sec 4 that time? haha.

it's interesting to realise that those pictures which i took when i was really happy, looked really nice. i mean i looked nice on the pics.
and those pictures which i took when i'm not really happy, it looked ugly. really ugly lor..
as in i mean those times which im not really happy but still have to smile happily and take photos.
really ugly. next time when im not happy i better don't take any photos.
and those pictures i took when i was really happy, even candid photos looked nice.

of so many church camps, i felt i enjoyed the most on the first church camp i went.
perhaps it's because i fought for it, as in to ask my parents for permission to go, and it's the first time i could go overseas with brothers and sisters.
and i totally enjoyed it. esp the food and the bed. wahhhh... *drools* the fun..
i hope this year will be a happy one too!

of my secondary school life, i enjoyed band.
although got some people i don't like, but i enjoyed playing random music at times and having our own combine sessions.
playing marikitah during sectionals.
giving attitude, punishments... gossipping.. haha
it's really enjoyable when the seniors are still around. kinda miss fadhli now.. haha. don't know where's he now sia..

of my jc life, i enjoyed recess and breaks.
esp when abi, fl, lama and xiujin are around. i tell you, can laugh non stop.
eddie everytime pon school. very hard to see him la. but if he's around, it'll make everything even funnier.
i like it when we gossipped about that bimbo group. witnessing abi trying to take paparazzi photos. (rememeber ms suk at the chicken rice stall!!)
complaining the oily coins from the chicken rice uncle. he looks like a pig. i mean seriously.. and he has a pig tail.
laughing at lama's description of her prom dress is really memorable. we laughed for two days.
it's conservative. but it's sleeveless and low cut. [quoted from lama that time.]
can't remember what else she say. maybe abi can do a better job than me by quoting her!
OH and the teachers. Mr Loke. very funny.
Me: wah.. mr loke, handsome ah! (cause he just got a haircut)
He: *blushes* haha yah i just cut my hair.
Others: Why? for valentines ah?
He: *blushes furiously*
AHAHAHAH. and we never fail to say the same thing everytime he got a haircut.
oh man. i think i miss jc quite a lot. esp my friends!!
and we just met taking results.
i like the fact that nothing much has changed.
i mean the interaction between us. the comfortability. the things we like to talk about. the small cliques we'll get into. the acceptance and understandings.

who says I people like changes. i don't like to see changes in people. i mean change for the worse kind la. it only destroys relationships.
and will only cause more pain and heartbreaks.
haiyah, i've decided already, cannot continue emo until no day no night.
i've made some plans, face the truth (which is God's Word) properly and of course, give others what God has gave me. :)