today's QT is rather special. i feel.
-We are called into intimacy with the gospel, and things happen that appear to have nothing to do with us.
But God is getting us into fellowship with Himself.
Let Him have His way.
If you refuse, you will be of no value to God in His redemptive work in the world, but will be a hindrance and a stumbling block.
The first thing God does is get us grounded on strong reality and truth.
He does this until our cares for ourselves individually have been brought into submission to His way for the purpose of His redemption.
Why shouldn't we experience heartbreak?
Most of us collapse at the first grip of pain.
Then sit down at the door of God's purpose and enter a slow death through self-pity.
And all the so-call Christian sympathy of others helps us to our deathbed.
But God will not.
It's through those doorways God is opening up ways of fellowship with His son.
He comes with the grip of the pierced hand of His son, as if to say,"Enter into fellowship with me; arise and shine."
If God can accomplish His purposes in this world through a broken heart, then why not thank Him for breaking yours?-
Sometimes i wonder, why people feel alone so easily.
why people feel hurt or offended so easily.
but i guess it's because of all these that makes us grow closer to Christ.
Because even though presence of people makes a person feel less lonely, it feels empty afterwards.
Even though people may apologise for the misuse of words, the hurt that is caused may stay permanently.
It's only through God that heals all these wounds.
and only through God where can we fall, stand up and continue the race.
Today went to see another doctor. and she's my favourite doctor! ahaha.
the clinic is quite far though. at hougang.
and i've been coughing like nobody's business due to sensitive throat la. like a kind of allergy. (the previous doctor lousy, say mild inflammation)
it's actually some old illness coming back. she say maybe because i went taiwan, it's a different kind of environment and lack of sleep.
and she gave lots of lots of medicine. quite sian also coz quite expensive.
and there's this medicine that i have to take for 3 months to temporary cure the allergy. like a kind of inhaler. quite ex also.
but i told my mum i'll pay myself.
so it's like it comes and goes. and when it comes i have to take that medicine for 3 months.
the last time i took it was last year i guess. because of the haze if im not wrong.
but the cough syrup super special!! it's like chocolate flavoured!!
when i took it i feel so happy. really taste like chocolate!
and then got this nasal spray that smells weird.
like suddenly got so many medicine to take.. my mum even got me a box to keep it.
haiz..
anyway, the medicine make me feel like sleeping liao. so i go play chess with Uncle zhou already. byebye!
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