JC life.

Got back all of my subjects already!
Kinda high la.
Coz my results are like super badly done.
haha. Why im high?
Dunno also. Coz the marks seems funny.
Okay, talk about bio first.
When i got back the paper, it wrote 45.
So Abi, xiujin and I were YAY-ing coz we thought we passed.
UNTIL ms nora took the mic and said: Dun be too happy yet. the marks written down there is not upon 100, it's upon 120.
Wah, smiles then faded from our faces.
But i'm still high. Coz i expected lower.
So overall i got like 37.5/100.
how pathetic. haha. but okay lah. It's a U anyway.

Then in the afternoon i had econs lessons.
I thought i passed my econs coz i got 44.5 and thought the teacher will round up to 45 and at least let me have a E grade.
WAH. she didn't. In the end, my econs got a S and i have to see her more by attending her remedial lessons!!!
ARGH. i shld have studied a little on part 3 notes. then i sure get nice marks.
Haiyah, i better don't complain too much.
Oh, one thing i want to say is that xiujin got D this time and that teacher still have the intention to ask her back to the remedial.
LIKE SO STUPID LA. she improved leh!!!
D you know?!
There are so many people who got a D and that teacher like so jian zha want her back to the remedial because she was in the remedial initially.
Haiyah nvm la, i'll have friend in the remedial then. ahha.

Then after econs i had chemistry remedial and got back my chem results.
Last few days i got my chem essay back. Got super lousy results. haha.
18/80.
Then today got back MCQ and structured.
MCQ 12/30 (improved!! last time 6 nia)
structured: 8.5/70!!!
WOO HOO! i was laughing at the paper and asked xiujin, don't you think the marks seems to be smiling at me??
haha. Got a bit of the shiok feel lah. Coz like lowest in history!!
Then calculated the overall: 25.7!!
WOW. just like my maths. ahha.
and So i only passed GP!!!! im glad la.
At least i dun have to worry so much for GP.
haha straight Us.

Im really really fine with the results.
Coz i really didn't study.
And i actually expected lower. But it's still U anyway.
However, looking at my results, i feel very motivated somehow.
Like telling myself, NO MORE SUCH RESULTS!!
Which is good very good!! Coz i always lack motivation.
I think i better frame up my mid year result slip to constantly remind myself.
Haha. although I got shitty results, i have to admit that i really enjoyed myself ALOT during the holidays.
that's why like that. So it's a tradeoff. (HATE ECONS)

Yup, then people started crying after getting chem results.
Why, of all subjects, they cry after getting back chemistry?
Coz they studied and the result wasnt as good as they expected.
I also dunno how to encourage them, how to console them, coz im really bad at that.
The worse thing is im still abit high at that time.
So just listen to what they say lor.
Just made me wonder a lot of things.
But it's difficult to express in english. and im lazy to type chinese now.
Now that everyone is so stressed up by this result thingy, slowly i can feel the competitiveness amongst us.
which i hate it a lot, a lot.
I always thought our clique is special in a way that we won't be affected by the results we get.
But it seems like results still matter a lot and is also regarded as a sensitive issue.
That's why i always so slack. So i'll feel less of the competitiveness.
I would rather people ask my results to let them feel better coz i got lower results than them than to let them feel lousier coz i scored better.
But well, pf says it's irresponsible.
Coz God gave me the ability to study and yet i sort of threw it aside.
So this year i've decided to chiong!! haha.
Not sure if i still can catch up. But im sure i can lah! ahha.
Who knows what will happen during the exams. RIGHT?
WOO HOO! im excited to go to school everyday now!
Coz it's a step towards A levels! After A levels, IM DONE WITH SCIENCE AND MATHS.
And run towards my CHINESE. \(^o^)/
How i wish i can put my favourite emoticon here. haha.
Well, it's late and i should go and sleep now!!!
HAPPY SCHOOLING EVERYONE! :)