New life.

From this week onwards, it's like leading a new life.
New timetable, more remedials, more homework, more stress, less happiness (??)...
Last week, it's disasterous. (It'll be a long post...)

Was down with flu and sore throat.
So i went to school in a TOTAL sian mood.
Disinterested in everything, feeling the stress built inside due to the work given or the expectations from people around.
Until i skipped school on thursday.
It was an excuse that im sick. Although i really am.
But i think i could still attend school.
However, i just want to escape from the stress, from the people, from the work.
So i had a nice breakfast with waiyee at my mum's place.
Then we were planning excitedly to study after eating.
I can feel my motivation!
So i wanted to rush home to faster do my work!
But then my mum just said: are you rushing off? can stay and help for a while? the auntie is leaving for a while later to pass her daughter things.
Wah. then my face turned black.
I told her i need to go home and study.
She just said that it's only for a while.
okay so we waited. for half an hour, the auntie still haven't leave yet.
And my motivation slowly dies off bit by bit.
So i got frustrated.
Then the auntie left and i helped out a while with a super shit face.
When im allowed to leave, i just said: don't need to study liao.
And she said: alright lor. go sleep then.
ha. and i really went home, on the com and watched videos.
Totally not in the mood to study already.
It's really a spoiler.
But when waiyee came, i still managed to finish something lah. Not too bad.

Then friday i went to school happily but the day is again spoilt by 2 periods of econs tutorial.
With SIX essays to be done.
My day totally spoilt!!!!!
But i was looking forward to st bandy session.
It rained and it was so cold on the bus. My mucus was dripping uncontrollably. And i wass very sleepy
So when i reached church i was so tired and cold.
Then borrowed waiyee's jacket. But i already dun have the feel to play st bandy.
But i met ziling when they are setting up the boards and playing first half.
It was a really fruitful time with her.
Then when UJ came, ziling wants me to go and play!
haha. so i went to change and played.
Then kept the boards and bathed before having a meeting with pf they all.
After that it was prayer meeting.
Wah, Auntie wang ling's sharing just touches me.
I was close to tears.
She was worried for her dad's health and his salvation.
Then i regretted not sharing the gospel to my grandma earlier.
Only until she's only able to nod and shake head then i shared.
im not even sure if she understands what im saying at that time.
I remembered i was still using my broken hokkien, holding her hands, telling her the 4 most impt key points in the gospel.
She nodded at first and shoke her head when i asked her: you want to believe in Christ?
Im confused. Till now, im not sure whether she's peacefully beside Jesus or somewhere else.
Yah, and for the next few sharings, was already not focusing.
My mucus became a lot a lot, and pei en gave me a packet of tissue.
It was random but thanks.
Then there's food!
It was someone's birthday that i cant remember their names.
I only remembered singing the birthday song 3 times coz there's 3 people with the same birthdate.
it was fun. then crapped with pf, hengwei and pei en.
And i kept laughing at their lameness and humor.

Saturday is a day im not sure how to desribe.
It's a mixture of negative and positive feelings.
i only know i opened my playlist, changed all the songs to chinese songs and full of my favourite singer's songs.
I know i want something that i understand. It was usually filled with japanese songs.
i listened and blogged in LJ.
Then went off to meet hexun.
And he bought a cute mickey mouse bottle!! haha.
I dared him to bring to school.

Then sunday!
Wah.. i was pale, according to ailing, and it was raining.
I was kind of drenched and was lazy to change.
Then ailing gave me a stern look.
So i decided to change but cant find anyone with container key.
And i went into the room and do my econs essay.
I felt sleepy and stopped doing.
Then pei en came in and talked to me.
Haha. Then laugh laugh laugh and felt less stressed up by the econs. Econs, YEE.
After that was fellowship that ended quite fast.
So we waited and off we go to the musical: Love above all.
Met ziling's friend together with weihong and wei en.
Had good time having dinner together also.
Then the play was quite good lah.
The lyrics and feel was right. I love the piano pieces palyed during every transition of the scenes.
Oh, the musical was about this guy call Jim Elliot (sounds familiar?) he was a misionary and went into a part of Africa to share the gospel.
And that part of Africa lives this group of natives that kills people.
So this guy together with 4 of his friends went in and was killed.
Then his wife went back to the natives and lived with them, sharing the gospel.
In the end, the whole group of people believed in christ and stopped killing.
the most touching scene is when Jim Elliot dies and his daughter missed him.
The little girl sang the song. the lyrics is simple and nice, the music is just like the lyrics, simple and clear and nice.
I teared though. haha. Luckily it was in the dark. No one can see!
Yup, then went home with ailing, shumei and waiyee.
We all took a cab as it was quite late and the taxi driver is super funny!!
We were at first commenting his driving in chinese coz he is a malay.
Then i told shumei: what if he can understand what we were saying?
Then shumei say: not high possibiliy.
So we continued.
As we were talking about car racing and stuff.
The uncle joined our conversation!
We all opened our jaw wide and eyes almost poped out.
THAT UNCLE COULD UNDERSTAND US!
And i cant stop laughing.
Then he started his story and we were laughing in the whole journey.
Hope to see him again!!! haha.

Then today!!!
Almost didnt go to school coz i want to escape again.
But in the end due to many things that happened and im lazy to say all out, i've decided to go to school.
And im glad that i attended school today.
It was fruitful and happy.
Though FL and Abi were not here.
it was a good time with xiujin and yuewen during the lessons. It's like the class is so quiet today and only our table was laughing happily.
And during recess, luckily eddie is there to entertain me.
I was telling him about my dream on saturday night.
I dreamt of cows and pictures of cows.
And i woke up with tears!
haha. it was funny lah.
Waiyee was saying on sunday that maybe i marry a farmer then he died so im sad by looking at the cows he was keeping!!
I told eddie that and he went crazy. ahha.
Maybe im really to stressed up.
But i was unusually calm when there's lots of homework give today.
I think i already don't care liao. Just do it!
Xiujin was doing her homework until she realised that she why she's doing all these homeowork.
haha. so i was telling her, maths is related to chinese!!
she asked: how?
i said: maths is a language too!!!
She:.........
haha. alright, shall go and do my homework now, rested enough after a long day today.
Good day people!!! :)