today is monday and my work load is piling!
like getting more and more things to do.
and finally i felt alive in office. haha.
usually can slack until so sian.
now that i have more things to do, more responsibilities, i felt i can't just take leave easily or what.
i feel i'll drag people down together.
work is not as enjoyable though. because it's still something i don't enjoy doing.
although the people there are really nice and really super nice. haha
was really affected by some things in the morning.
was utterly disappointed at how people disregard God putting themselves at tip top priority, though im a sinner myself.
and was angry at how people take things lightly, selfish and insensitive to people around.
i know i'm imperfect and shouldn't point fingers at others and focus on the weakness.
but the emotions just came in, flooding and overflowed.
however, after much thinking and cooling down, i've decided to give that person a chance to learn and improve, to forgive and look at that person without judging anything.
it's difficult. it's hard. but i am willing and i shall try
who doesn't sin? who's not weak when satan is attacking? who doesn't need people to encourage and give them chance to learn?
"A new command I give you: Love one another.
As I have loved you, so you must love one another.
By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."
John 13:34-35
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