MY BIRTHDAY!

celebrated at ajisen on saturday!
haha but i dont have any photos taken on that day with me!
some quite funny. wait for people to upload lor.
yanheng has the funniest photos! ahahha.

today celebrated at home with a big table and many nice food.
the time was really nice except that i was really tired.

i want to thank people!
first of all, thank GOD! He allowed me to have this chance to get to know Him, thank God that He blessed me for 19 years on earth, thank God for not leaving me whenever i need Him, whenever i am really sad and down.. and the thanksgiving list will not stop here, too much to thank Him for. ( i realised this week's prayer request, i never really write any prayer items.. haha)
thank my parents second of all, for tolerating all my mood swings, all my stupid acts, my naughtiness, my many many bad points and blablabla. hope they will get to know God one day.
special thanks to waiyee and meifong who did the nice videos though the photos very UGLY!! ahhaa.
thank cyyam, especially those who came on sat and sunday to celebrate my birthday.
should i name them? haha... err i think should be can la hor.
okay, thank ailing, pei fen, shuqin, waiyee, meifong, likuan, kai en, junjie, pei en, wei en, yanheng, weihong, chenghung, jiaxin and shumei!
i really really hope i never miss out anyone!


thank dear ZILING for the card! i really really like it. really really really. ( EVEN THOUGH IT'S ONE OF THE SILLIEST CARD I'VE EVER RECEIVED!)

i really like what's written inside, a very sincere and touching card.
i will definitely keep for life.

actually got one more card. but a bit difficult to use my phone camera to take (my camera low batt..) but still thanks a lot! this card i mysterious a bit, in case that person doesnt know... (hint: pslam 139) really really appreciate and love the colours and feel of the card.



THANK MY STUPID BROTHERS!

this one is from sengtiong, at first he told me he bought me something that i wont use it. i was asking, why you buy?! in the end he say: coz i like it. ahahah.

anyway, i like it la. it's nice. but just not my style, i'll use it anyway! haha.

The other brother thinks im too skinny perhaps..

CHOCOLATES!! ahahha i heard it's like $18.. quite ex. but i know it's nice.

SUPER HAPPY LAR! haha.

Oh and thank fiana for the sks vouchers, though she haven't gave me yet. haha. forgetful queen!

This year's birthday like got many people, and it feels like can't really talk to everyone, but im sure everyone had a good time la.

the fellowship which is the most important.

really love the sincere cards received. ziling's one almost made me tear! haha. so pai seh.

and ajisen is probably one of the better place to celebrate my birthday, it used to be one of my favourite restaurant, it used to be a place to celebrate important events, end of exams, birthdays, anniversaries.. maybe now still, but it's not as meaningful as compared to last time la.

reminds me of a friend though. haiz.. but it's alright! i had 15 friends with me in ajisen this time!

very happy! haha.

anyway, am very tired, have to rest soon! opps i like haven't take medicine. hahaha.

(oh, the other heartless creatures, only send sms, never even call and sing birthday song! better watch out! i mean those still rather close ones.. like panda, cjj, xiujin........ haha. *hints*)

oh and things made me realise, without God, we are nothing.

those gifts that God gave us, whether it's a good voice, ten fingers that can play nice music, a pair of strong legs to run or even a big brain that can think well, if we don't glorify God using our talents, He's going to take it away.

I love how the way God loves us. sometimes it's so difficult to explain to people who didn't experienced His love.

today when i tried sharing to longyu(the new seeker) i has this strong urge to tell him to throw away all the science, all the monkeys, all the logical thoughts and start experience Him, knowing Him emotionally.

but haha that's for the kind of person like me la. the feeler. maybe he's the kind of thinker. and he reads a lot.

feels scary, but then when i think back, last time when i was still a non believer, i thought i was somebody who had nothing. i'm lazy, i'm insensitive, i'm critical.

but God changed me. now i felt so useful. haha. coz i can fulfil God's plans. i can serve Him with what i'm good at, i enjoy what He gave me.

i just hope that when i die, i still believe in christianity.