confession!

there's something i really want to share. because i feel so so guilty.
today is tuesday, and there's this pass down sms to ask people to visit uncle jinghao (yr's dad)
when i first received the msg, hexun asked me if im going. i said: I am.
like so confirmed.
i wanted to tell pf, that im going. but waiting for the rest of my yangs to reply.
and today is the day.
I was so so busy. because my boss is taking leave tmr and we have to chiong finish lots of work.
i'm double as busy than usual.
so i forgot about it. even though i was reminded by pf's pass down message.
but i was so busy that i didn't really register it in my mind. i did take note of the time and place to meet.
but forgot that i have to go there.
PLUS, one of my colleague is leaving and they are going to have this 'leaving dinner' la.
and they keep talking about it. so i only remmebered this.
yesterday my mum asked me to cut hair with her today.
so in the end, somehow i only strugggled between going to cut hair with my mum or eat with my colleagues.
and totally forgot about going to hospital.
my goodness. until hexun told me he's at the hospital.
and i got a shock.
then felt so guilty. i should have taken it more seriously la.. :(
though the dinner with my colleagues was nice and fun, but nothing beats serving and the time with cyyam people.
like im shock at how i lost my focus.
work until can forget about such things.
im going to write down all the things. my memory space getting more and more full.
like tons of things undone at work, tons of things to do for my commitments, tons of things i've promised my mum and yet haven't do yet.

oh and i found 2 christians at my workplace!
one girl, who's quite on but is attending a tongue speaking church.
one guy, who says he's a christian when he needs God.
i just showed that girl 1 Corinthians 13. she's really nice and open minded.
im glad that she asked me questions about speaking in tongues.
while that guy asked me to read the bible to him everyday! ahaha. so funny.
maybe can share my QT on our way to work. because we take the same transport.
i just hope all these can get me more motivated at work la. at least something! yay!
thank God!

haiyah now still feeling guilty, shall really pray more for uncle jinghao.
though im not close to him, after his sharing on prayer meeting, i do feel like expressing my concern more.
and one of the ways is to pray pray pray!
i hope he'll be fine la.
yah, and thank God for everything!