the Father and I

thank you junjie for lending me that vcd: Prince of Egypt.

It's really nice. i don't know why i cried throughout the movie.
Feeling as if God is sitting beside me watching it with me, like a loving father.

"Just go and create wonders, for I am with you." [God]

"God never abandon you, so don't abandon us.." [the Hebrews]

"Pharaoh can take away your freedom, Pharaoh can take away your sons and daughters, Pharaoh can take away your very lives. But there's one thing he can't take away, that is your faith." [Moses]

Those lines, i felt as if they are telling me things.
I felt ashamed. It's the same God that i'm believing in, it's the same God that saved the Hebrews.
But why am i still unsatisfied with my life, complaining, feeling sad and focused on all my problems.
Why didn't i trust the God that loves and sacrificed for me.
Why am i still feeling insecure, worried, tired and doubtful.
He scolded Moses when he is in doubt. He comforted him when he is fear. He chose Moses to be his messenger though he did many wrong things, like killing someone.
It's the same God im believing in. If He can make a difference in Moses' life, im sure He can make a difference in mine too.