in my own lala land~

howhowhow!
i've been drifting in and out of reality.
and it's getting worse recently.
a few people caught me drifting out a few times this week already.
usually it's not even obvious.

it's like whenever i'm not concentrating, i'll wander off, imagining many things,
wandering many things.
sometimes i'll suddenly laugh.
or suddenly sing song very loud.
quite dumb eh.
sometimes i never even realise it.
perhaps i feel very comfortable living in my own world,
where i can't hear people around me, not focusing anything in reality.
like on monday we all joined pei en, wei en they all for jamming, when they were playing their music, my mind drifted off.
and i can't hear people around me calling my name.
i can only hear the music played and focusing on the music.
quite funny la, like very engrossed lor.
was expecting some slow songs though. but it's rather a nice experience.

oh and i realised i've been forgetting lots of things from the past.
i can't even remember some of my secondary school friends' face.
they say i have ah ma memory.
i hope i wont forget the important memories.
though there were small little things that happened in the past that i can't even remember.
my friend was like: you remember last time you told me that guy like me?
me: huh? is it?! he like you before ah?
friend: yah! you were the one who told me!!
me: is it? are you sure not? i can't remember a thing! he told me himself?
friend: YAH! your memory is really bad.
me: i really can't remember a single thing. so shocking lor, he like you before.
friend: = =lll
i'm a gone case. haha

and i've been experiencing some stress during work.
something that is unexplainable.
still trying to find out what's the stress about.
and yay! tmr's friday. and YAYYAYYAY!! saturday is coming!! \(^-^)/