Wednesday, August 27, 2014

It's a world many have never been to.
Nobody likes here.
No one comes willingly.
There's no joy, no laughter, no fun.
Just long nights.
Long... dark and quiet nights.
People may ask, why don't you get up and leave, why don't you bring in some happiness.
Yeah, we'll love to, but we can't.
Its not that we're not allowed to, but we just can't.
If we can, we wouldn't be here.

The nights are so long that nightmares are common.
They say we have two sides of us, the conscious and the subconscious.
And they take turns to wake up.
Whenever the subconscious wakes up, it's the start of the nightmare.
We fear, as they show us what we're fear of.
The deepest kind.
The darkest kind.

Sometimes it feels so quiet that you can hear tiny little movements.
You thought no one else is around.
People may think we made the choice to be cold, hostile or anti-social. But no, that's because they do not believe what we say.
I said it's not the usual kind of feeling.
It's not gonna go so fast.

We fear the smallest thing, worry over the smallest problem, cry for the lamest story, but those are called symptoms, not attention seeking.

And if you manage to find a neighbour, both of you can try to have an escape plan.
Increases the possibility of leaving.
Lots of successful cases.
Of course, some became neighbours forever.

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