friends

was commenting at ziling's blog.
it says:"please confirm that you're a human."
and i was supposed to type this string of alphabets and numbers.
IT'S LIKE SO STUPID! please confirm that you're a human.
!!!!

haha. anyway, today was depressing.
over the same old things. though till now im not 100% clear of what im depressing about.
i took a day off today.
to settle stuff. and also to give myself a break. i guess im tired. emotionally tired especially.

nothing is better than talking to friends.

and eddie called me! so happy. haha. super miss his gossips and sarcarsm.
"eh, why got the beepbeep sound? you working ah?"
"Huh? working? im on the bus!"
"I thought you scanning something like ntuc cashier." then he started laughing.
"WHAT?! you sua gu or what, this kind of beepbeep sound of course is the ezlink machine la!"
"AHAHHAAHA I CAN'T IMAGINE YOU IN THAT UGLY FLOWERY NTUC UNIFORM!"
"for your information, temp staff don't need to wear that uniform!"
"OH IS IT! AHAHAHAHAHA"

it's really stress releasing.
"I can't imagine you like guys."
"WHAT?! IM A GIRL!"
"No la, after coming into NS, i really hate guys. I realised they are so ugly!"
"Come on la, you're a guy leh!"
"Just can't understand why you girls like such species."
"CRAZY. you're really crazy."
"it's so slack and sian here and you're earning ten times as me!"
"AHAHAHHAA."

then he was talking about some incidents.
"It's those retrospective (dunno what) huh.."
"HUH? what you mean?"
"walau, your english is still so lousy."
"AHHH! WHAT YOU SAY!! MEAN, YOU'RE SO MEAN!! "

then he was talking about some news.
"oh did you about thisthisthathat?"
"Nope."
"you're still the same. never read the newspaper."
"haha, you tell me la!"

"be careful of having too many fireworks on your head. later you burn your hair."
"WHAT!?!"
"i think you'll look much better with botak head."
" WALAU!"

super buay tahan him. never fail to suan me in every sentence i said.
but it's really funny talking to him. very relaxing and very entertaining.
and the motive of him calling me is to get some juicy gossips.
MY GOODNESS, he never change also. still super kaypoh.
and then, my depression is over. haha.
though i didn't tell him much about my depression. we only crapped and suan each other.
but i felt so much happier.
oh he said he and his christian friend are starting this short christian fellowship there!
which is quite good! but they kena caught once and was scolded. pray for him okay! that they can continue. coz he said he felt it's really beneficial for him la.

oh i bought myself a book! AGAIN!
YAY! it's about how your birth order affects your character and stuff.
AND IT'S A CHRISTIAN BOOK OKAY!
though it doesn't seem like coz it's talking about birth order.
i've read a few chapters. really interesting. haha.
next time shall share a little of the book.

im so glad God reminded me to ask things from Him. (today's QT!)
i've been so afraid to ask. afraid to be disappointed.
No, i shouldn't. i'll pray and ask.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake?
If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!
So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets." Matthew 7:7-12