changed my blog song!
love this song like crazy. another high class jap song.
ahaha. super good singer.

it's so difficult to control emotions.
super difficult.
especially it lead to actions.
i'm super not motivated to work.
super, super.
super frustrated by the boredom and the nature of the work.
i even took half day off on friday.
had a quite bad stomache. aiyah confirm because i super reluctant to work.
slept on buses on the way to church.
siansiansian.
it's not as though i have nothing to do at work, it's too routine until i want to explode.
want to bang my head against that slow stupid computer.
grrraahhh.
maybe i didn't slept well for the past few days la.
or maybe there were some nights i slept late.
have to be more disciplined laaaarrrh.
i just hope i can get my pay soon. then maybe can be a little more motivated. haha
($o$)
oh and it's really nice talking to jiahui. very sharp girl ah!
haha had really nice sharing and laughings and hahahaha.

woo! i've heard that next friday a's results will be out!
i hope i won't be kena cheated and i prepare myself so well to hear others asking me to wait for another week.
stab them ah!
aiyah i don't dare to think or expect much la.
just go and take and hahahah lalalala~

oh and i think im not a typical first born! ahaha.
maybe i lived like an only child for six years, i guess my character has a mixture of first born and last born!
first borns like order, to take control of things, being precise, follow the rules and some other things i can't remember la. the C or D character.
then the last borns like attention, like to hype up atmosphere, rebellious, and some other things also. the I character la.
then the middle borns are more of a S character. they are more compromising and like peacemakers la.
but many other things will affect la. like age gap between siblings and what kind of parents you have.
very interesting. haha.
and i don't think im like a typical first born leh. i don't follow rules everytime. perhaps take control a little. confirm not precise and detailed. haha i don't know la.
i guess im quite spoilt when i was young.
i love to throw tantrums and give the sulky face and ignore everyone else when they force me to do things that i didn't like.
still remember last time, there was this wedding dinner, my mum made me wore a formal top or dunno what la.
i was so reluctant that i made a big fuss over this. making everyone so unhappy.
my mum thought she could just urge me to wear it but i gave the super sad and angry face and teared.
and in the end my mum gave in, and i was alowed to wear anything i like. haha.
that was when i was the only child at home.
i guess till now, i still hate to be forced to do things la. but i can control my brothers. muahahah.
aiyah okay la. im hungry have to go and eat something.
BYEBYE!